Saturday, February 24, 2007

The Story of My Story…………Part II

Just a thought to pass!!
I came up with this thought in casino, When my friend was explaining me the Rules of Gambling.Finally I could able to understand only one thing. i.e Heart of Gambling is a game of probability..

What about life?
I believe “Life is the only Gamble where probability doesn’t work”

Having said will take on with Vijesh and Shruti how they lead there life.
Journey has been started for Shruti and Vijesh.They started finding whole world into each others eyes. Now two hearts speaks only one language of love
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Location: Garden....Bench..A Sunset point
Sun falling from the sky:)

Both are shivering under cold wave as they sat in the minimum temperature plunging below 10 degree Celsius.Its a winter time

Vijesh : its goin to be 5 degree today! I just heard on the news(Vijesh hands shivering, this time because of cold)
Shruti : YEahh.. I am feeling very cold out here.
Vijesh : observes her.. ohhh...Again you forgot your jacket today. Aaahhh, What dose it take to carry your jacket when you step Outside? I know, you wont change (vijesh silently lay his jacket on her)
Shruti : (Only smile…No words..In her thoughts)
VIjesh : what happened?? why are you so silent?
Shruti: hmmmm.. You remember for the first time when you told me your feelings, and till date We went through so many ups and downs..so many fights..so many confusions..
Vijesh: With So much of love…
Shruti: hmmmm!!Chukles!!(laying on his shoulders..Need to tell you one thing
Vijesh: yess?? (tensed………)
Shurti: You are not as dumb as you look!!! hahahhahah
Vijesh: can I say something?
Vijesh: did I ever told you how beautiful your are??
Shruti: yesss!! 5 times everyday, 8 times on Sunset point, and 10 times when I wear that blue top, your favourate
Vijesh: sorry (sighh..)
Shruti: hmmm!! Not that I am tired of hearing it!!! I wont stop you!! if you wish too( girls want to hear it till eternity..all the time)
Vijesh: okai, you know I love you more than anything else in this world. I feel like I am a reserved guy ( he always screws up the romantic moments with his very own dumb statements)
Shurti: Whatttttt???
Vijesh: I mean I feel like reserved only for you!!!
Shruti: ohhhh!!Sigh of relief..giggles


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Shruti enters into the new life with Vijesh. Holding the smile with bit of a fear and the ecstasy. Pretty princess gets together with a perfect prince charming for life long companionship,Perfect in his own world.

Well the conversation changes after marriage. Not drastically, but on the different routes.
Vijesh is a charted accountant by profession, always busy with crunching numbers behind his never ending targets.
Shruti occupied in her even management workshops. Both enjoying there professional life and Personal life becomes a question mark. They hardly could able to take out time to spend evening at Sunset Point.Gone are the time!!
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Location: Sweat Home
Though there personal conversation won’t remain so pleasant ..

Vijesh : Stop calling that Rama aunty to my house!! I mean..our house..
Shruti: I dint call her, she likes to visit our place!!
Vijesh: Have you observed her yesterday? The way she was staring at me while I was having my dinner!
Shruti: Yes, I do!!
Vijesh:urrrrrr!!!
Shruti: why can’t you eat bit more gracefully in front of others?
Vijesh: why should i????? It’s my house!!
Shruti: But what it will take if you eat appropriately, the way you eat that rice n curry makes me;
Vijesh: What’s wrong with eating rice n curry? I will dig a hole in rice and pour curry and swim inside at my own will!! What’s the problem for that fatty aunty? Its none of her bloody business.
Shruti: okai; Let’s drop it!!
Vijesh: I hate your people, Especially that Rama aunty..always makes me uncomfortable.
Shruti: you exaggerating. don’t create a seen. Have you ever checked on your uncle?? He always try to eye ball the neighbors usha. He keeps puking some nonsense stuff about me to your family.
Vijesh: stop it shruti..

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Devaaaa.. How irritating is that? Huhhh. Let me reconfirm you, we are still on the page of “shruti and vijesh” Story..
Differences started doubling and no good moments to divide them. Sometimes these small differences make the relations stronger or it may lead to create the air gap.

The relationship curve was going down drastically.They could not spend much time because of there busy work schedule. Finally Vijesh asked Shruti to leave her job. Shruti had never expected this from him; she gets disappointed but remains firm on her decision. She refuses his request.

Vijesh and Shruti’s relationship reached to the breaking point. Now journey has no diversions but enroute to a reality.
We will discover the end of this story in the next Part.I assure the next part will be end of the journey, Please bear with Me:)

Sunday, February 18, 2007

The Story of My Story…………Part I

I would love to reproduce this story given a opportunity .I don’t have any answers which will raise during this reading. Well even I could not able to find out answers for them.In true sense I was touched and moved by this story of mine. Not so inspiring, still I need to share. Though it’s so traditional. That’s what I am.

I always wonder why we always need to describe what is Life or Love. I will keep these words untouched. I feel there are few words, which are meant to be out of dictionary. We don’t need to dig into the dictionary for it. It reveals with our own experiences, that’s how makes it more real .I dreamt about this story. long back!!

This could be a foolish romantic dream or must be a real time story happened in some ones life. Well i am giving a shot to make it real. What’s harm?

I was thinking of what names should I give two these characters.Here we go This is the story I see it, though I don’t live it.
This is the story about beautiful girl. Damn why always girls have to be beautiful?? No, but I can’t carve my story without a beautiful girl. let it be:)
Well it’s like Cricket, every time batsman takes away all the credit and charm. Same like in stories, always girl takes away the charm and sympathy. I have something else for my story. will unfold it soon.:))

Shruti, Bourn with a smile. Not so trendy but still modern .A fear less soul. Very practical, like today’s girls, she likes to learn more about people. Some how she always believes in knowing people more than a place. Always want to do something different.

Vijesh, Its very simple to describe his character. If you happen to see a guy with glasses and very stud looks, that’s a hero of my story, not so proper proper. In simple words a dumb soul. He is the real stud who thinks from his heart, very unconventional.

Vijesh use to lost himself in deep thoughts like why the hell these laughter clubs exist , and what make people laugh for hours. He really wouldn’t mind to spoil his Sunday morning to think on any garbage like that. Well I won’t list it since I don’t want you people drop reading further.

I have decided to meet them up in the garden. Well that tells again how traditional I am.even my story can’t run away with it.

Accidentally or incidentally Vijesh meets my astonishing girl in the park. She used to come there to take a peace walk and get some fresh air. Vijesh was the only member in elder’s laughter club. Curiosity kills sometimes. Vijesh joins laughter club to get the answer for his equally dumb curiosity.

They often used to cross each other every day. He used to always avoid her because of her beauty, and this girl used to always eye on him because of his dumbness. well some times girls do get impressed with the dumb personalities:)
One fine day, she happens to talk to him. Can anyone believe that laughter club could be the reason to be a start of new journey for two people
Shruti was always wanted to know more about people. So her curiosity takes her to meet up these so called laughter club "Young guns laughter association"

Vijesh is very different than his looks, live in his present but love to go back to good memories of past to cherish upon. He is an emotional fool…fool because of his foolish dreams, and his dreams are always unspoken.

Well I have described Vijesh I leave up to you...how u see it
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Location: Garden....Bench…..A Sunset point
Here we go..Shruti and Vijesh…A very first meeting on the park bench…

Vijesh: coughing, endlessly..
(Short of words…as always …shivering his hands n legs…both at the same moment…my hero has some problem with beautiful girls around)

Shruti: Sorry ,I forgot your name??
Vijesh: vvijeshh
Shruti: ohh!!! Right, I heard you introducing yourself in the last laughter club meeting.
Vijesh: Ohhh you remember that ??? (Some how legs stopped shivering)
Shruti: Yeah I did!! you were so nice to the senior members of the club! They are so happy seeing you around!
Vijesh: ohh;Ya! Ya! (now hands stops shivering…my hero is in total control…)
Vijesh: So what kind of study you want to do on laughter’s club.
Shruti: ohh!!! No, No, I am not here to study anything. I just want to be part of this space. It’s my curiosity of meeting people drives me here.
Vijesh: curiosity !! People !! hmmm…interesting
Vijesh: but why??
Shruti: I like meeting people…..reading them…to see passion behind there happiness
Vijesh: hmmm???
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I wont go much into these clueless conversations because my hero would not understand the space issues of this blog site. I will cut it off shortly…
Every Sunday morning Shruti use to meet Vijesh. They started knowing each other. Shruti realized that how dumb he is. She also realized the person behind his strange personality and she actually started seeing those glimpse behind his glasses, She actually started knowing his unspoken words.
Smart girl falls for his simplicity and trueness.

The D –Day comes!! My hero decides to propose Shruti.
There is something I want to share. Girls always gives signals to guys.very smart guys understands those signals. But as I reiterate, my hero is a dumb soul. he even can catch those satellite signals easily but it’s a very tough possibility when it comes to girls. Shruti gave him indirect signals couple of times, But ..what say..god bless u Vijesh.

As he makes his mind to propose her. He comes up with a script also, well his script has only one sentence! The interesting thing was, there love cherished in the presence of the Sunset which they use to see together as sun falling from the sky, The sea soft and warm rolling, glittering golden red orange (god knows how they could see all the colors melting in the see).He wanted to propose her in the presence of those very moments which they shared in the past and that’s how there journey started.
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Vijesh[with his white checks shirt. Though still not proper proper As usual hands n legs started shivering…]
Shruti[relax and calm as always]

Vijesh: In the presence of this sun falling to the sky……urrrrrrrr (damn.. he could not mugged one sentence also)
Shruti: It’s not Sun falling to the sky. Its Sun falling from the sky!(correcting him patiently)
Vijesh: ohhhh!!yeahh!!! In the presence of this Sun ,falling from the sky.I want to ..I…want…to….
Shruti:hammmmm( heart is beating higher)
Vijesh: I ..want …to say….(takes out his Glasses….his heart will burst any moment)
Vijesh: I love you!!! (bang….sometimes my hero really acts like hero..huhh )
Shruti: giggling……nodding……
Shruti: ”I like you very much” (A typical traditional girl... after some nodding and giggling)
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Hureeyyyyy..journey has began in the presence of sun falling to the...(grrrrrrrrrr not again!)..i am sorry.. sun falling from the sky. It’s going to head some where. This Is a start of journey…heading to the space which I am trying to create. I will continue this journey in next blog

I don’t know how much justice I can give to my story when I put it in words. But I want to create a space to make this journey more pleasant.